Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Till Death



They lay, side by side, in the bed that had held them through a sixty –three year marriage. Sheets threadbare, blankets thinned by the years. Their skin was tight and dry, stretched over gnarly, knobby bones. Lines of love and gratitude, regrets and sadness, had carved ridges in their faces, in the corners of their eyes. The colors had all faded to bleached grays and dusty browns.
His hand moved slowly, stiffly as he reached to cup her cheek. A cheek that, to him, was as smooth as it had been sixty years ago. To her, he was still the slim young soldier. Her prince.
He said, “I’m sorry, honey. I truly am but I can’t be alone. I have to go first. I just can’t be here without you.” And with his other hand he squeezed her hand in a shaking, feeble grip.
She said, “Oh, please don’t leave me. Don’t leave me here alone. What would I do? Who would I take care of? Who’d take care of me?” And her voice grew strained and crackly. Weak, thin tears gathered in her eyes and the lines deepened.
He reached out and slowly pulled her head to his chest. Stroked her thin and wispy hair. After a while he slowly raised up. The bed and his bones creaking in protest. It took a few tries but he got up and shuffled across the room. He picked up a bottle of pills and with slow shuffling slide made his way back to her side.
He held the bottle and looked at her. Raised his bushy brows. She hesitated but then she smiled and nodded, once. He started to sit beside her slowly but gravity pulled him down. With a plop he was there at her side and they shared a little laugh. He reached for the water by the bed but she took the glass from him. Limping and holding the wall, she went to the kitchen and poured the stale water in the sink.
It took such effort and such pain but finally she got the ice from the tray and made a fresh glass of ice water. It tinkled like bells as she walked down the hall.
She sat the glass on the bedside table. He had already stretched out on his side of the bed. She slipped off her shoes and lay beside him. He opened the bottle of pills and carefully divided them. They shared the water.
He kissed that lovely alabaster cheek. She closed her eyes and shined.
He said, “I’ll see you soon.”
She said, “You better know it.” And she smiled and winked.




               

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Fresh Tomatoes



As she opened the back door, the heat slapped the breath from her lungs like a hot towel slammed into her face. She paused, with eyes closed, and tried to take a deep breath. It was like trying to inhale a hot thick soup. “I should just use that damned inhaler,” she said to herself. She hated that inhaler. It gave her a sore throat and made her heart race.

Life had turned long and lonely as the years passed. Her children grown and gone. Her husband dead these past ten years. The only joy she knew was her garden and the weekly trips to the Farmer’s Market. She didn’t know if she could face another empty winter. The cold holidays where the house echoed with the ghosts of Christmas past. Sometimes, she felt she lived longer then she was meant to but with a painful sigh, she turned around and headed to her bedroom to use the dreaded inhaler.

Heart pounding and throat itching, she headed out once more. She could breathe easier now, even in this muggy mess. In boots, jeans, a worn-thin long sleeved shirt and a straw hat that a mule wouldn’t wear; she trudged to the garden, sweat already pouring down her face. The old bushel basket in her gloved hand felt heavy, though she’d yet to fill it. 

The smells came before she reached the garden. Peppers and tomatoes spiced the air. The pungent earth caught in a passionate dance with the sun. Unlike her overflowing house, the garden was tidy. Neat rows of vegetables and flowers in small hills. Not a weed or a bug would have dared to invade her kingdom.  The raised beds and the mulch kept pests at bay. Garlic, onions and lavender were rumored to help so she’d planted those sporadically throughout her paradise.

Talking and singing, in breathy gasps, swiping sweat from her eyes, she bent to her tasks. First, the lovely bell peppers and banana peppers. Then the lovely gooseneck squash with its bumpy, golden skin. Then her beautiful tomatoes…wait a minute. She squinted her eyes and brusquely shoved the plants about…someone had been in her garden and helped themselves to her produce.

She sat straight up. Her lips compressed in a hard line. She stood up and looked at the ground between rows. Footprints. 

 “Who, in the world, would come to my garden and steal my vegetables?!” She snatched the unfortunate hat from her head and slapped the dust from her jeans. Her short gray-streaked hair standing immediately up as though commanded to attention. “I’m going to call the sheriff. Not that they’ll do a dadgum thing but this is stealing! I’ve been robbed!”

Stalking towards the house, she came to an abrupt halt. There, sitting on her chair, at her table, beneath her pecan tree, sat the poorest specimen of a soul she’d ever seen. Asleep!  And in one of her baskets, he’d put her vegetables. 

Shock had stopped her stiff march to the house. Fear spurted briefly but was overcome by the rush of anger. Stomping towards this intruder with the full intention of beating him black and blue, she was once again shocked into stillness. 

The smell hit her first; having an almost bionic sense of smell is not always a gift. It was a dirty, sweaty smell. Not sweat from recent work but old sweat, sour and sickly. He hadn’t shaved since he bathed last, obviously, for his dewlapped face was wracked with bristles and wrinkles. His clothes were filthy and in such disrepair that they seemed as old he. And he snored. 

Who was this fool? What was she supposed to do now? Suddenly, he stretched and yawned, revealing few teeth in a similar shape as he was in himself. She jumped back as though a snake had appeared. Eyes wide, she stared and asked, “Who are you?”

“Pardon me, mam, name’s Jessie.” He held out a grubby hand.

Recoiling a bit, she asked, “What are you doing here? Why do you have my vegetables? Why are you sleeping at my table?”

He pulled his hand back, looked at it and, grinning; he wiped it on his pants. “I got off the train this morning and noticed your purty garden. I thought if I helped you out by picking some things for ya, you might let me have some of them tomatas.”

“Sir..”

“Jessie.”

“Jessie, you might have knocked on my door and asked if it was okay. I don’t like to be disturbed by strangers in my yard. Besides, I have a vegetable stand at the Farmer’s Market on Wednesdays and Saturdays, along with others. That’s where most people go who have a craving for fresh vegetables. Now I’m going to call the sheriff and…”

“Mam, mam, I’m sorry. Like I said I just got into town on the train. I’ll go. I can’t afford the Farmer’s Market even I’d known about it. I’m sorry I bothered ya.”


“What do you mean you just got into town on the train? There’s no train station here and there’s certainly not a depot by my property.”

Rising, Jessie looked tired and a bit embarrassed. He pointed off to the west and said, “The train stopped about a mile off that way. It wasn’t exactly a passenger train.” He bent slowly over and picked up a pack as scraggly as himself. “I’m sorry, mam, just thought a fresh tomato’d be so good. 
Didn’t think ya’d mind if I picked the vegetables for ya with the heat like it is. I’ll be on my way. I won’t bother you anymore.” He groaned without realizing it as he hefted his pack and turned to walk away.

For the fourth time that day, she’d been shocked silly. Her mouth gaped like a fish out of water as Jessie’s tale took shape in her mind. Fear once again spurted like acid in her belly as she looked to the west where he’d pointed but was overcome by a sudden rush of gratitude for the life she realized she loved. Turning back towards him she said, “Jessie, wait a minute. No harm done. You’re right. I don’t need to be in this heat. Oh, where are my manners? Can I get you some tea?” And she smiled, breathing easy for the first time in a long while.


Friday, September 16, 2011

Twitterpation






Image Credit: M. R. M. :http://my.opera.com/
I borrowed it from http://bluebellbooks.blogspot.com/2011/09/short-story-slam-week-10-childrens.html

Twitterpation

sparkles fly in pastel dreams
woodland’s babes share giggles
laughs like bursts of flowers bloom
butterflies bee dancing
up the vine the roses climb
on the polka dotted canvas
The matching cow chews her gum
with bubbles sure to follow
chipmunks chase the cross duck’s tale
the camera’s poised for action

That’s all I’ve got
Disney said it best
my imagination
is twitterpated